im beautiFOOL

the pierces and glorious

2011-06-12T11:38:00.005+08:00

"You know I think I'd haunt you."

ETIAW

2011-06-03T01:34:00.002+08:00

I'm emotionally attached with coldplay. I'm ridiculous crying now.

I..

2011-05-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

love is a give from God. so where there is love, there's God.

I'm sorry

2011-03-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'm missing you.. I miss you so much. hmmmm.. I'm tired of this feeling but I can't bear to handle it on my own. I miss we were seating on the couch while watching television, the excitment we had, the laughed we had. I miss them. I miss we had milo together at your place, you were preparing those peanut butter breads just for me. the nicest food you ever made for me. I miss them. noone ever did that to me. and I miss you more. I miss we were seating together beside the pool, talking to each others and listening to your cool-song lists. I still remember each of songs in your playlist. I miss you so much. I miss we always had a same desire on food and drink - plain water, brocolli, mac cheese, cheese, almond bread, banana. We ate a lot. i'm missing you more. this is crazy for me but I still miss you. I miss we were watching The Tourist at an exclusive movie hall, we were seating on these comfort-couches side by side, you were teasing me all the time. that was the first time you said that you really like me MORE. I really miss you. I miss everytimes you came all the way from P to K just to fetch me back from work and you always teasing me in your car (bumble bee) and made me laughed out. I miss them. I miss each times you were protecting me from getting hurt by people around me. the way you cared about me, asking me where I go and what I do.. I feel very loved, secured and appreciated.. I really miss you. I miss your voice, a voice that always advise me, guide me, tease me, nag me and sing for me. i miss your delicate smile and that smile always make me smile. I miss you now. I miss when you kissed my forehead, you has opened your heart for me and shared your life with me. I miss you even more. I miss when you hugged me on the couch, on the bed.. you were so nice to me, "I can feel you in me". I miss our first kissed, the moment I said "I love you" which I really meaning it and that was the moment I believe in love again because you made me breathe again. I'm sorry I can't help myself. I'm sorry that I still have feeling toward you. I'm sorry that I still love you. I'm sorry that I'm missing you so badly. I'm sorry that I bugging you alot. I'm sorry for being myself.

2011-03-17T12:55:00.003+08:00

hey you for still stay tune viewing my silly blog.. it's been ages I have not updating my blog. since I have an iPhone (not to show off) I rarely update it cause impractical for me. I prefer Tumblring cause there's a Tumblr Application for the Iphoner. I think The Blogger needs to do something for user like me. As I'm addicted to my cellphone, Most of the times, I'll update via it. it means Tumblr is more user-friendly and practical for me. but once awhile I will still update my blog. So for you guys who eagerly wanna read my world of thoughts and dramas, you could drop by at ezzeline.tumblr.com. see you guys. xoxo.

2011-03-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

emotionally attached.

mission

2011-03-05T19:27:00.001+08:00

I decide to spend this entire year in celibacy.

Kate Nash - Nicest Thing Live on Abbey Road

2011-02-25T12:53:00.001+08:00

<3 the nicest thing about you!

ghost story

2011-02-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

too much horror in my heart.

choice or chance

2011-02-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

This heart is breaking into a million pieces. No need to be strong, just let it be. I able to feel it, poor heart. :'(

daddy's princess

2011-02-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

my dad said,

“when you spread your wings, you have to spread it far..”

tears of strength

2011-02-07T00:04:00.001+08:00

I'm not sad, behind my tears there's a huge Strength.

2011-02-06T14:25:00.000+08:00

I forgive those who hurt me yet most of all I forgive myself.

2011-02-04T15:48:00.002+08:00

This world is killing me. those words are better left unsaid.
I never done anything wrong to you. God is tooo mean to me.
I'm sooo naive. I don't believe in YOU! I have lost my faith.
I hate people around me! all of them. I should die by now.
I lost my pride & dignity.

e-love

2011-01-12T11:34:00.003+08:00

"Unbelievable I said I love you..keep my love in your heart gently because when I said I love you.. I really meant it & when I meant it.. I appreciate you, and when I appreciate you, I value you.. and when I value you, means.. you're special in my life.." -ezzeline

being myself

2010-12-27T12:45:00.001+08:00

I thought to myself "I don't need to be religious to be a good person. I am a good person regardless of religion." that is how I value myself.:)

Some self-righteous religious people out there might be offended with my thought. but for me, we're human being & all religions teach men to do good deeds. We have to accept the differences of mankind & appreciate your differences.

haha!

2010-12-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

I know you're looking at my blog thinking "damn I miss her".

merry x'mas

2010-12-25T09:41:00.001+08:00

jingle bell, mingle bell.. SINGLE bell rocks!!!

merry x'mas

2010-12-25T09:41:00.000+08:00

jingle bell, mingle bell.. SINGLE bell rocks!!!

I'm confused

2010-12-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

What should I do? lemme guess? hmmm.. follow my instinct.. follow it.. FOLLOW! or use your mind? Instinct or Mind?

my way.

2010-12-16T01:12:00.001+08:00

I'm the one who has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to.

Player VS Audience

2010-12-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

If people criticize you, hurt you or shout at you. Don't bothered.. just remember in every game, audience make the noise not the players.

fearless

2010-12-14T20:54:00.001+08:00

it's another irksome morning. back to work. BUT I got a MISSION starting today onwards & i'll get rid of my own imitidation. I will..

my queen

2010-11-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

Even when you're 60, your mother isn't going to stop fussing over you. You'll always be her kid. Might as well get used to it.

#fact I always get magnets for my mum on my travels because she lovesss them!! I known you've always been there for me.

USS

2010-11-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

SKIP FRIDAY!!! can't hardly wait for a blast weekend!! wooohooo^^ USS here I come!

the end!

2010-11-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

6 years ago...

family

2010-11-09T01:46:00.002+08:00

why you're torturing your kid? it's hurting her a lot.

believe me

2010-11-07T09:54:00.001+08:00

I love kids! they are so adoreable & naughty yet kind-heart creatures. But I don't want to get marry or having kids because I'll end up torturing them. that's a sin!

just joy

2010-11-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

Now I understand the meaning of live life to the fullest. life is trully short, so why waste time with uncertain things. Just be joy!

time is running out

2010-11-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

Good times gonna come!

don't envy me

2010-11-05T12:32:00.004+08:00

hello. let's start now. assddgkkdjlslldlagagsjjdbdkdkjwsk. okay-okay. start now. these last two months gonna be alot of JOY! my weekends will be full of adventure & FUN-FUN-FUN!! last weekend went to the Envie @ Changkat for Halloween Bash with Blair & Serena. Partying all nite long. While we were dancing, a Brit-guy was asking me to dance with him & we groove together. pretty fun. he's so COOL. okay, he was asking for my FB instead of phone number. that's cute^^ & now we're friend! ~~cute~~ again. he's HOT! hahahaha.

Tonight I might attraversiamo with Mr Hepburn @ Barsonic. Hope we get an invitation from TheLapsaps! it's been soooo long we have not yet meet, I guess like 2 years. I'm looking forward to meet him. wooohooo^^

Then, tomorrow after work i'll straight away meet up Tengku Cakra Nigrat (cool name rite) to attend Tengku Ratu's birthday. an adoreable daughter of Que Haidar & Linda:) cute-cute-cute! the theme is White & Yellow, but I haven't decide yet what to wear for tomorrow because I'll be working in the morning until senja-kala. then straight away to the birthday party. Plus, i haven't buy a gift for birthday girl. okay. see you then,<\s> néed to take a bath & shopping for an unprepared stuffs. ^^

2010-11-05T00:46:00.002+08:00
when your ex-boyfriend yahooing you & you don't even bother to reply it!^^

this what happened;

you: hi
you: (no response)
you: bye

me: (rasakan)

technical

2010-11-02T20:59:00.000+08:00
Nowdays! instead of asking for your phone number, a guy will ask for your FB, more cute Twitter^^

11

2010-11-01T23:28:00.002+08:00
i loveeeeee November!!!

11

2010-11-01T23:28:00.001+08:00
i loveeeeee November!!!

11

2010-11-01T23:28:00.000+08:00
i loveeeeee November!!!

uniqlo

2010-10-30T07:41:00.007+08:00

"The first UNIQLO store in Malaysia will be opened! & also the largest in South East Asia is set to awe UNIQLO fans here!"

I'm not excited about UNIQLO brand which will be launched @ Fahrenheit 88, Bukit Bintang (previous known as KL Plaza). I'm over-excited for an "expense-paid" trip to Tokyo for two . Eligible for the 1st ~~500~~ 5 walk-in shoppers on 4 Novemver 2010 @ 11am (c'mon,thats consider late.. come earlier okay) wooohooo! ^^

for more info; click UNIQLO

romance

2010-10-28T00:52:00.001+08:00
romance is the best medicine.

differ thing

2010-10-27T00:50:00.002+08:00
I like you doesn't mean I fall in love with you.

101% truth

2010-10-26T06:19:00.001+08:00
FACT: I'm not being materialistic, I'm just being realistic.

Status

2010-10-25T00:12:00.000+08:00
Me: I like you!

You: (wondering)

Me: I like you!!

You: I... (like you too)

Me: I like you!!!

You: (I...) like (you too)

Me: I like you!!!!

You: (I like you) too.

Me: okay. Goodbye!

You: I LIKE YOU TOO!!!!

Me: (it's too late)

Jalan Telawi,Bangsar

2010-10-24T17:59:00.000+08:00
I'm having a xoxoful Sunday with Blair & Serena.love.

"Take Me Out" by Atomic Tom LIVE on NYC subway

2010-10-24T07:52:00.002+08:00

iPhone is gila Awesome!!

20102010

2010-10-20T23:51:00.001+08:00
November is around the corner & then December will take over it's turns. These two months gonna be like roller-coasters. I can't wait to be involve at every events..I shall enjoy every moments that held, surrounding with extra-ordinary people. Those events would not be excitement without them! Oh 2010!! This year shall end up better okay. & then I be able to appreciate your day today -20.10.2010 ;)

Back-up plan

2010-10-20T00:08:00.000+08:00
If we always do what we've always done, we'll always get what we've always gotten.

TJ

2010-10-19T16:45:00.001+08:00
"If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it..."
-Tahir Jaafar

Break-down

2010-10-19T01:09:00.000+08:00
I never want to be alone but suddenly, out of my control.. I feel the loneliness. Weird! Just in split second a transplant of an emotion could be happened. Yet, I'm sick of all the insincere. I always thought that by talking, calling & sharing with other could complete my day. Unfortunely, I was wrong. Communication is not the medium. I'm not lost but I'm still searching & exploring a better way of life. We all do right. We're the same yet the narative is different.

Woot woot

2010-10-18T21:36:00.001+08:00
Dolphins swin in my stomach:)

Woot woot

2010-10-18T21:36:00.000+08:00
Dolphins swin on my stomach:)

Why

2010-10-17T16:11:00.000+08:00
"Why must everything be repeat and repeat, never finish, never resting? You work so hard one day, but the next day you must only work again. You eat, but the next day, you are already hungry. You find love, then love goes away. You are born with nothing, you work hard, then you die with nothing. You are young, then you are old. No matter how hard you work, you cannot stop getting old. - Wayan"
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

It happens to everybody right!

Be myself

2010-10-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

Don't be afraid of who you are. There's nothing wrong for being yourself.

I wanna be me

2010-10-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

When I grow up, I want to be just like me:)

eat pray love

2010-10-14T00:06:00.001+08:00
It's still two human beings trying to get along, so it's going to be complicated. And love is always complicated. But humans must try to love each other, darling. We must get our hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something. Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

Kl here I come

2010-10-10T19:57:00.001+08:00
OH JOHOR! I'll be back.

I have a world to conquer

2010-10-09T02:49:00.004+08:00
Ezze: I have a world to conquer.

Hadi: i've already conquer 3/4 of it...u finish the rest ok... ;)

Ezze: I want to conquer moreeeeeeeeeee!!!

Hadi:r ish ish ish....cukup lah sekadar ape yg ade tu... Awak tu lambat sgt...i give u half of J.B can? Or maybe until melaka??

Ezze: It's not bout world but it's a life in the world itself. Get it Mr Hadi!!?

Hadi: alamak....baru nak ajak bergurau...klah saya faham!!

Ezze:Tahu takut.. Hehehehe:))

Last day at bank

2010-10-08T00:08:00.006+08:00
Final destination at TAP! Memories always kept.

Dream guy

2010-10-05T23:27:00.000+08:00
I don't need a dream guy because I already have One in my dream:)

My dream

2010-10-05T19:17:00.000+08:00
Attraversiamo!! let's cross over!!

Cinta

2010-10-05T01:35:00.000+08:00
Well.. Relationship & commitment do freak me out! Seriously, i don't believe in marriage. Honesty, sincerity & loyalty are not real in marriage unless you act upon "it". C'mon, don't be so naive. It's really hard to believe that I've been surrouding by fake people for the past 2 decades ; 90% of them weren't trustworthy toward their partner or loved one. Why? I don't have the answer yet as I mentioned.. We (ourselves) shall responsible towards an action that we make/act. Nevertheless, there's a hope in me..hope to believe in true-love.

Eat Pray Love

2010-10-03T19:10:00.001+08:00

I'm married a perfect guy in my dream. (Heaven)

Pocket of happiness

2010-09-29T01:31:00.001+08:00
Do not put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket; keep it in your own.

Young at heart

2010-09-23T01:04:00.000+08:00
I'm 25 years old & I'm still youngggggggg:D

Used

2010-09-18T13:04:00.002+08:00
I got used. Everybody have been used for sooo long. Nevertheless, we got used to it. So, don't create a used-scene okay!

Quote

2010-09-15T21:34:00.001+08:00
The past is history. The present is life. The future is uncertainty• -ezzeline

Rules are meant to be broke!

2010-09-14T20:33:00.001+08:00
What If you broke all the rules...

Like

2010-09-13T00:52:00.000+08:00
LIKE "Gabriel Macht"!

Syawal this year

2010-09-12T01:34:00.003+08:00
It's been quiet a while I've not updating my blog. Anyway, last two days was 1st Syawal & it was melting heart touching moment in the morning. I went to the mosque for the first time on syawal. The momentum was different & it was a pleasing attention. Nevertheless, Being in the circle of Saat's family have created such a pleasure aura. Not to forget, for those who have rest in peace, bapa, nenek and you..(yes you) had also brought sweet-childhood moments in my life. It was not an artificial moments, those were real. May Allah blessed all of YOU:)

okay, crush is a precisely word to describe how I feel right now. I like him. Like really-really like and I don't think so he likes me. Haha! Lalalalalalalala life is wonderful~

Alone

2010-09-06T00:12:00.001+08:00
I rather be alone and move on instead of being alone without you by my side.

Tears

2010-08-14T15:21:00.004+08:00
The sky is crying.

2010-08-09T01:01:00.003+08:00
365 days without you.

2010-08-02T00:11:00.001+08:00
I don't need a wish because my wish won't come true.

crashed

2010-07-27T21:07:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!

daddy

2010-07-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

Please tell my dad to call me. I haven’t seen him more than 10 years..

love

2010-07-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

lover, i love you!

mother

2010-06-27T05:50:00.001+08:00

The older I become, the more I think about my mother.

truth

2010-06-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

I can see the truth behind your fake eyes.

bullet

2010-05-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

thanks for shooting me with your heartless bullet.

beggining

2010-04-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm not a quitter but I'm surrender.

fragile

2010-04-17T03:41:00.001+08:00

The world is a glass for me & I'm fragile.

home sweet home

2010-03-27T07:15:00.001+08:00
Goodbye to my CHILDHOOD home :'(.. & here i come my PICASSO home ^^

decision

2010-03-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

indecision is a key to flexibility.

pms

2010-03-21T23:08:00.001+08:00

i hate PMS! It has ruin my mood.

hate

2010-03-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

dalam sehari ada 24 jam... 12 jam saya bekerja, 7 jam saya tidur & 5 jam saya menikmati kehidupan. that's not my LIFE should be. (hate!)

amy search

2010-03-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

he's my childhood fantasia bulan madu...

wet dream

2010-03-10T21:40:00.003+08:00

I'm surprised few friends were dreaming about me...
. they're guys ok!

bestfriend

2010-02-28T04:10:00.001+08:00

A lot of people have
entered my life,
but one thing remains true...
I've never met a single soul
who has touched my heart like you.

Thank you for being a goodfriend.♥

facebook drama

2010-02-23T23:04:00.003+08:00

he loves me yes, he loves me not, he loves me yes, he loves me not, he loves me yes, he loves me not, he loves me yes, he loves me not,
he added me yes, i approved him yes.

face-book's drama

grateful

2010-02-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

I'm grateful with my life even though it's imperfect. I don't want yours.

my limit

2010-02-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

Your limit is here..don't cross this line.. i mean my life.

option

2010-02-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

do not give priority to someone who treats you as an option.

always

2010-02-12T00:42:00.001+08:00

although we're so far apart,
you're always remain in my heart.
& I always praise for your happiness.

stop smoking

2010-02-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

stop smoking! you're killing my lung idiot.

future husband

2010-01-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

ina: fifi, ina nak yg pandai masak sbb ina x pandai masak.ina nak yg peka dgn ina sbb ina sensitive.ina nak yg kelakar sbb ina serious.ina nak yg bley membimbing ina sbb ina lost kdg2.ina nak yg bg ina duk umah,jadi suri rumah,sbb ina malas nak g keje...hehehehehhehehehehehehe

change

2010-01-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

There is no one here who cares about changing the inside.
They only care about fixing the outside.

alone

2010-01-13T03:08:00.001+08:00

leave me alone as I'd left you alone!

love idiot

2010-01-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

don't just sit there & dream,i love you idiot!

thank you

2010-01-05T10:25:00.001+08:00

Dear God, thanks for my life and the will to keep on going even if things go wrong. Thanks for letting me work my butt off even when I know that, at times it's a waste of time. Thanks for the small circle of friends I have in my so-called crazy life, who understand my ups and downs and give me space when I need it. Bless the ones who have given up on me. In times of crisis, I feel you holding on to me.

Thank You : Two small words to tell the pure feeling in my heart.

bingo

2010-01-03T04:41:00.001+08:00

B.I.N.G.O

2010

2010-01-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

2010 is not welcoming.

2010 sucks

2009-12-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

I'm not looking forward for 2010, my 25th birthday and everything! please,stop the time...